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oh ana...

im so done with making up excuses for myself.
i will lose the forty pounds that i've made for my new years resolution because i will do everything ana tells me to.

no more binges
no more purging
no more calories
no more FAT.

and if it means that i'm going to end up cutting more, so be it.

its been a love hate relationship, but im done fighting her.
she's always been there for me, it's time i start to do the same.

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thinasian
Dec. 30th, 2008 07:55 am (UTC)
you're page is very cute =)

yea I see anorexia as a love hate relationship.
My mom doesn't understand anorexia so I use the abusive relationship analogy hoping that she understands.

you have an bf.
He abuses you.
Nonetheless you love him.
BUT you know you shouldn't.
So you try to get the hell away from him.
You do get away ...
... but sometimes ... you can't help but go back to him.

if that doesn't make sense, the abusive bf = food.


good night. =)
xbrytneyx
Dec. 30th, 2008 08:01 am (UTC)
yeah, i know EXACTLY what you mean.
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